So long since I have written to you and yet I write to you every day, in my thoughts, in my memories and in my every breathe you are always with me. I thought I was doing ok but suddenly grief has me curling into a ball just wanting your arms around me to say its ok and that you are there. I know I am blessed to have had you in my life and I should be grateful for the love we shared, for the memories we made and for knowing that in you I always had my best friend, the one person I could always rely on no matter what. 2 years have passed, it seems like yesterday and yet seems like forever since we laughed together, since we cuddled, since we held hands watching call the midwife. Forever mum you will be with me, I hope you know how much I miss you and how much I love you. God bless xxxxxxxx

Christmas eve and it's so strange, no phone chats about who will be picking you up and what time. I can hear you saying I have had my shower babe and washed my hair. Oh to truly hear your voice, to be able to cuddle you and never let you go. This year will be different, a vacant chair, an empty baileys glass. I remember you telling me how tough you find these special days without Dad and that is what I have to remind myself. Whilst you aren't here you are together and that's where you would both want to be. I miss you mum, I am so grateful to have had you as my mum and to have been blessed to have you as my friend. I hope you are proud of the stone, it looks so beautiful just what you wanted. Somehow it gives me peace that your resting places are joined as you always wanted. If I had one wish this Christmas it would be to just know you are with dad and you are both happy. I love you so very much and will forever miss you until we meet again. Xxx

Hi mum, this song was written for you, you were and are my angel always. God bless you xxx live you always x I hope that I see the world as you did 'cause I know A life with love is a life that's been lived So I'll sing Hallelujah You were an angel in the shape of my mum When I fell down you'd be there holding me up Spread your wings as you go And when God takes you back we'll say Hallelujah You're home Hallelujah You were an angel in the shape of my mum You got to see the person I have become Spread your wings and I know That when God took you back he said Hallelujah You're home