So long since I have written to you and yet I write to you every day, in my thoughts, in my memories and in my every breathe you are always with me. I thought I was doing ok but suddenly grief has me curling into a ball just wanting your arms around me to say its ok and that you are there. I know I am blessed to have had you in my life and I should be grateful for the love we shared, for the memories we made and for knowing that in you I always had my best friend, the one person I could always rely on no matter what. 2 years have passed, it seems like yesterday and yet seems like forever since we laughed together, since we cuddled, since we held hands watching call the midwife. Forever mum you will be with me, I hope you know how much I miss you and how much I love you. God bless xxxxxxxx